Showing posts with label Before Him. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Before Him. Show all posts

Friday, August 21, 2009

Prayer of A Worship Leader

Holy Spirit --
My heart is sold out to You
Fixed on You
Dedicated to You with all my devotion and love.
I am commiting myself to You
to be loyal to You
I want to be in You completely
to "walk in the Spirit" --
To go where you go
Speak what You speak (You will let me hear You)
Do what you do
Say what you say (according to Your Word).

I dedicate any ministry I do for You
To allow You the sacred space
to speak to your people
To heal them, to fill them, restore them,
Revive, save, and reveal to them
Jesus and His purposes.
Please fill the space with your holy
and peacful presence
With your power present
To heal their bodies
And fill them
To overflowing and with your fullness.

I promise to give You all the glory
That is rigthfully and always due to You.
I love You.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnYDJwJ8xIg



Saturday, August 15, 2009

God's Belly Button - The Father's Song


We were praying with friends we've known for over 30 years who were visiting us from Israel. Seven of them plus two of us made nine. Some were seated, others were standing, but we were all holding hands - all but the youngest son who had laid his head on his seated father’s chest listening to us pray.

I was standing closest and almost over the father of the family and the son. Tender picture! I opened my eyes to see the boy had lifted his father’s T-shirt and had his finger in his belly button. The innocence of the scene melted me. I knew he was listening to the deep voice of his father praying and bonding by exploring his stomach. I whispered inside myself to the Lord, I want to put my finger in Your belly button.

It has been over a week since their visit, and today on my regular prayer walk, God picked up where I left off. “About the belly button...” He whispered. I had been loudly singing Jake Hamilton’s song “The Great I Am” with lyrics that say . . . “You are dancing and singing the Father’s song, You’re rejoicing over me.” I stopped singing mid-sentence; I sensed a great lesson coming.

“Where is My belly button?” the Lord asked. I knew the answer from Scripture. Ezekiel talks about end-times in chapter 38. Mocking the power from the north, God says, “You will say, ‘I will invade a land of unwalled villages; I will attack a peaceful and unsuspecting people - all of them living without walls and without gates and bars (present day Israel). I will plunder and loot and turn my hand against the resettled ruins and the people gathered from the nations, rich in livestock and goods (present day Israel), living at the center of the land” (vs. 11,12.) “Center of the Land” is the Hebrew word tabor (lit., "belly button"). I have known this and taught this for many years. Coupled with the picture in Galatians, “But, Jerusalem which is above is free, which is the mother of us all” makes for an intimate, close-knit family picture.

“You’ve had your finger in my belly button for 29 years,” I heard Him say. I laughed and pondered as I continued my walk. “I want to be so close, Lord!” my heart responded. “How close can I get?”

“For you are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God,” (Colossians 3:3) was His answer.

Suddenly, I could actually see myself wrapped in Christ and hid in God. I laughed at such joy . . . “I’ll bet you could sneak across borders with this info,” I thought. “I’m hid!” I said out loud. "No one can see me!!!"

My walk was about to go to a deeper level. “Do you want to hear the Father’s Song,” He asked?

Of course I did! I could visualize myself, my head bent down, ear down on His chest, finger in His belly button...and then, a rumbling began...like the lowest bass voice you have ever heard. It sounded like the thunder of a storm that you cannot yet see just over the horizon. Jake kept singing somewhere in the back of my mind, “You are dancing and singing the Father’s Song, You are dancing and singing the Father’s Song, You are dancing and singing the Father’s song, You’re rejoicing over me...” Clearly, Jesus was so excited that I was hearing the Father’s Song.

The words began...but, they were not words. They were historical-pictoral bites of God’s invasions into our world on behalf of His people, both Jews and Gentiles. My flesh began to tremble.

“Flesh does not do so well in the Presence of Your Spirit,” I commented out loud. My breath began to get short. The deep bass voice in the background turned to crashes of thunder, then to the sounds of war...nations rising in hatred, war planes breaking the peace of the quiet day. Battle grounds opened before my eyes...the amassed hordes of God-haters were on the war path. Lines were drawn in the sand; war strategies were made plain.

Angels then appeared. Clearly not a fair fight, I thought. The brightness flashed across the surface of the earth like nuclear light. Men cried for mountains to fall upon them to hide them from His Face.

Then the Bride! She has been wrapped in Christ and hidden in God, but I saw her emerge: The Lamb’s bride - from Jerusalem. She has been in preparation, but now I see her ready. She is bride-like, and although the raiment is bright as the sun, she is in armor. She is ready for war. I see nuclear blasts on earth. Then I see the Bride's Husband, face like blazing suns, eyes like lightning, clothing like white phosphorous burning . . . nuclear light looks dark in comparison.

This war is not fair! God haters are screaming, fleeing; violent love is pursuing into every nook and cranny. I’m begging God not to let me fall down outside - the temperature is hovering over 95, and I’m still 10 minutes away from my house trembling and shaking. Walking by neighbors who wave and smile, I want to shout like Pilgrim in Pilgrim’s Progress, “Don’t you know what’s coming?!”

I finally make it home and burst through the door. Carol can see that something has happened. “Jesus just sang me the Father’s Song!” I said. We are both on the same page, being spiritually revived to all God has for us in this day and hour. She couldn’t wait to hear. When I finished, she just said, “Go write it down.”

In this moment, I realize that it’s not time to be polite anymore; it’s not time to hope that people ‘get it.’ It is time to set aside every sin that besets us and contend for the faith. Iron the bridal gown, get out the combat boots, and suit up.

“Walk, Bride!”


--Ron Cantrell

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I AM - The Present

The Lord woke me up this morning with a proclamation.

"Repeat after me..."

I will...not live...in the past today. I will...live in...the Present...where I AM, where I dwell. For I do not live in your past, only right here, right now, preparing you for your future, your tomorrow."

Help me to live in your presence today Lord, and not my past. Thank you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vatfnKrFzyI

Friday, January 30, 2009

Renouncing the False Self

There is an image of self - a false self - which is an invention of ourselves that we often create and put forward in full view of others with the intention of hiding the real person. We don't mind if the false public image we put on display is scrutinized or judged. For it is fully prepared for the occasion in its finest - primped and dressed-up to look its best. It is, after all, a larger-than-life image of us, but nota far cry from our real self. This false image is always required to look good at all times, for it is on public display. From all sides it shines golden, glossy, with nothing ugly protruding. It is the best foot forward. The image is an exaggerated portrait of ourselves - or at least the way we want to appear to be - the airbrushed version. The image (as with any statue or vessel) is not solid inside (usually it's shallow or hollow) and the outside veneer has to be recovered and renewed from time to time. Sometimes the image is re-invented and unveiled as new-and-improved so that it comes public with a newer version of self. We call this the "re-invented" self. This image comes with props and a whole host of elements that support the image's claims. It is believeable with testimonials that attest to its claims even.

But, upon close examination and under the glaring light of God, the image crumbles easily when put to the test of strong and forceful elements. Because it stands upon a foundation of sand and clay, the pounding extreme elements of storm and wind through the years will chip away at the glossy and golden veneer ultimately revealing its pretentiousness.

God requires that we renounce the false self-image we have erected. There is no truth to it whatsoever. It is an image we have constructed so others will be amazed and honor us in some way, i.e., our deeds and acts in the kingdom. But it is not based on truth nor does it have an ounce of sincerity. It is, in fact, an idol to ourselves, our pride, our possessions, talents, skills, accomplishments. It sees no flaws (or, works hard to show no flaws), does not demonstrate the humility of Jesus - as he presented himself to His disciples and to those he came to minister.

How do we renounce false self? Ask God to judge the way we are presenting ourselves to the world, the church, ourselves, our family, to Him. Renounce self - false self - the image we have created. God must restore us back to himself where we are once again relating to him from our true self - a truthful heart with sincerity. Receive the humility of Jesus as the foundation of our life, our work, our home.
Galatians 2:20 (New King James Version)
"I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me."

If Jesus is central in our lives, He is working humility deep within and we will welcome Him with open arms, embracing humility as the lover of our souls - renouncing all pride and the false self-image that presents itself larger-than-life.